Music and lyrics by Angel Ortega, 2000
how many times I felt like this how many times wasting the fire within i watch you from the distance remembering i had you, here between my arms you leaved me when you knew i wasn't what you hoped it's not nice to realize of being socially challenged i know I'm not funny not like the men you go out with but remember I was there when you had nothing nothing but a cold empty heart and how we spent so many nights dancing never let me down again and a lover spurned you little stupid bitch i hear you laughing and it's like laughing about me again but you can feel lucky if i just obey the voices i hear telling me to kill you i'm here feeling the fire within again by the river we shared everything remains the same your stupid smile of bitch echoes forever but now it's only the bridge, the river and me i'll jump into oblivion good night